if it crys love it

Saturday, November 25, 2006

So today is Sheffield, had a friend from school decide to come so she stayed over. Decided I wanted to straighten my hair; didn't look any different. A little bit frizzier/frizzyer/frizeir (however it's spelt, I'm sure you know what I mean)
Theres a pack of sweets on the table by me, so tempting, but I won't take them. :'( I want sweets now. Woo hi im her (ever so slightly insane) friend !:P. Sorry for that; she's on a sugar rush or caffine or whatever it is, so any red writing is lil' Kat (Blonde for anyone whose met both the Kat's). And so you know, she isn't insane she lost her mind. When I was born (I've never been normal).

Anywho; my challenge to be nice to the American is not working. She stopped saying things but now she just throws me looks. I think she stopped because she surrounded herself with my friends that would kill her if she said anything they know I would object to. It's great having these people as friends, just as crazy as me, if not more so.

Anyway, I just added one of my friends from Malvern to my friendslist on Myspace; I've known this girl since primary school. We've grown really apart though; whilst she's into Pussycat dolls and all that lot, I'm in to Christian metal like Mortification and my silent wake. We used to be so a like. It's amazing what a few years does to your social status and sub-culture.
When I left Malvern, I was the less popular nd hugely mainstreamed. She was slightly alternative and way more popular. But now I'm the one whose mainstream, Now the roles have reversed. Not quite. We're about as popular as the other.

Yeah so a lot has happened in a few days. I have to go now coz I'm not sure when transport is leaving. bye bye (mwah)

Saturday, November 18, 2006


It's Saturday and I did an unheard thing today;
...I slept in after 8:30.
People who know me, know it's not normal for me to sleep much beyond that time.
Anyway; school work, coursework, cell group etc.

Cell group?
Yeah, I've started a young sisters cell group. So far we've got Ilesha, Alysha, Lisa and Naomi.

Anyway, went to JA youth last night; it was actually interesting for once. Theme was 'horizontal, vertical'...the main hall was split into 10 zones in the shape of a cross. I had lan and 2 other people in my group, plus some random guy led our group; I think his name was Rob.

In zone 10, which was about obidience, we had to set ourselves disciplines, mine was to be nice to Americans, which is going to be diffiult. Here's my track record with americans:
First American I met-never spoke to me.
Second American I met-Argues with me all the time
Third American-Is convinced I'm a witch and I'll put a spell on her
Fourth, Fifth and Sixth American-Argues with me all the time.

So that's my track record; not too good. Strange thing is, Americans are the only people that I argue with all the time. What's up with that? I dunno.

There was a different zone about 'the secret place' where you go to met with God. We hid under boxes with headphones on. T'was fun, and I got a bit of reassurance from it as well. I had been feeling that I was losing the sprak with God and I was a little desperate (It spread from Bobbie and Ilee, I swear it did), anyway, I swear I heard him, Well, I heard something; a voice and it said;...'"I love you and will never leave you"'...so all happy now. :)

Was looking at random pictures on the internet and I came across a picture, and I found it so amazing. I'm just in love with mountains at the moment. Their so big and we're so small, then theres things even smaller than us, it's amazing the range of sizes God's made. I put it on just so you can see what I'm on about.

Friday, November 03, 2006

OK, so first post; I'm never sure what to put in one of these so yeah...
My blog title may seem a little weird if you don't get it at first but it's simple enough. If something or someone cries, then you comfort them (and thus love them). It's a rule in one way, but more of a way of life in others. At first your conscious of it, make an effort to eep to it etc, but then it just happens.
I geuss that's sort of witnessing, isn't it? At first you have to make a descion to go out and talk to people about God and stay clean and all that, but after a while, you just do it. Some times with out realising it, you start talking about God.
Anyway, people might wonder why I set a blog up; well, other people have I just want to know what all the hype was about. Nothing wrong in that is there? OK, if it was something like drugs then it could dbe wrong, but hey; this is hardly a drug, is it?
Well, some might argue it is; but I don't see it that way, I see this sort of stuff as more of...therapy.

Any way, I go to the Jesus Army in Coventry (yes we are mutlipyling). I was baptised a little over a month ago and just recently I've really been finding it hard to keep my friends. Mostly coz all my friends in Cov I only really see at church, and they're not hugely interested anymore. All my friends at school are in different classes mostly, and they're not the most straight-edge people ever and I know other people I know won't be keen on them, say their a bad influence etc, but their my only real friends.