YAY...I'm posting again.

About t'marquee.
Well, some heard a small testimony but I could've gone on for ages. So I'm gonna put up what I can rememeber.

Saturday night; nothing. No joke, nothing happened in the slightest.

Sunday; nothing really until midday, after JA youth. I suppose I was sorta stressed nd completely wound up. I think that JA youth just calmed me down and allowed me to come down.
Whilst I was having fun nd being a bit childish if I'm honest, Bobbie was getting right with God (yay for her) nd Ilee was getting there too.
Not really sure when it took off for me, but when it did I think alot of people knew about it. I got prayer from Bobbie, Rio nd Ilee. absolutely beautiful. All of us ended up on the floor in a heap. Generally that was the theme for the night; collapsing here there and everywhere. Bobbie had a breakdown, bless her. In tears for a while. She couldn't talk in english, so it became a bit of a challenge to understand what she was going on about sometimes. It was great; I think we lost Ilee around this point.
Come 20 to 11 me nd Bobbie were stumbling across the carpark to the Mini-bus. Bobbie fell over once or twice on the way back.
In the mini-bus there was a really random singing scene started off. Can't remember who by though.

Monday: I gave my testimony. Bobbie nd Rio's gave theirs. If there hadn't been a time limit I reckon between the three of us we could've gone on for half an hour.

Really powerful, beautiful weekend.
Can't wait for the march on Friday; by Loz's preperation, it's gonna be great.
My first march...yay for me.

Ok first post in...erm, well...ages. But yeah.
I don't have an excuse, I hope thats all right.

Not really sure what to put, but I wouldn't really know what to put anyway.

Wait; I got it...
I found an American I get on with. *shockhorror*
OK, that myaybe down to similar interests when it comes to music and stuff. But the important thing is that it's an AMERICAN and I get on with them.

Yeah, the biggest point in the last few months.
Major considering I've done nothing but argue with every other american in my whole life.

First post of 2007.

Ilee had a great time last night; she started off so tired she could barely move at promise but at the evening meeting she stayed in the whole time, got a touch of God nd admited she wants to be baptised. She's accepting (slowly) that even though she has made so much progress, she still has a long way to go. She was in a bit of a strop in the morning though, coz she had been told she couldn't go to the Saturday meeting in Northampton. I think she's over it now.

Alex goes back to school on the 3rd, I don't go back till the 9th. Yay for seperate schools. He's starting blue coats but there's no point switching me so close to the end of the school year. Well for me, I leave in May, so I've only got 5 months, not including half terms. Roughly that time until my exams as well.

Argh!!!!
I haven't done ANY revision. Somebody save me.

Had a good conversation with a lad called Ben on Sunday. He got kicked out of his house so his mum could wrap his presents. Heard some stuff and wanted to come nd see why so many people had come to us before. Chances are he'll be on my college course next year. Oh and on Sunday little Sophie, a sweet five year old asked me to be her caring sister. All together now...Aww.

Today I was revising. Boring. The only word to describe it.

Yesterday I climbed a 900 odd foot mountian in a place called long mynd (I think that's how it's spelt) near Wales, I think. Not much to say, other than it was completely exhausting but fun and looked like something out of Lord Of The Rings. My friend Ille half expected to go round a corner and see Gollum/Smegol arguing with himself in the river. But I thought it looked a touch more like Rohan. But each to their own. T'was amazingly foggy and the groung was wet so it wasn't the safest walk ever. Couldn't get any pictures of it in winter or in fog, but it was very nice. There's only pictures of it in summer which doesn't look right but still.



Well that's the waterfall, in summer. Way more amazing by winter but you'll just have to take my word for it.

Now I have a quick question for you; how easy is it to understand this?

Hwo esay si it rfo su to ekam osrulvse uootsdudner to poelep otuisde het hcChur? Bcuseae to tehm, this si airfly uchm who hcum seens we kame. nAd oyu avhe ot tdmai, it ints' ysea. fI yuo acn uddernast ti hetn lwel node. woN yrt rowknig no akinmg uoyrelfs otosddnuer.

For those who want a challenge, try figuring it out and comment on what I said, if not leave it out and comment on the other stuff in this blog.

Came across a new band the other day; am I allowed to say wow?
This band is called Crimson moonlight, their from Scandinavia and were set up with the intention of recording a primitive old school black metal demo and play one show before breaking up. However, they have gone way beyond that; they've been quoted as 'the Scandnavian holocaust'.
Don't get completely freaked out by the way they've been described coz I went throught their lyrics and they are in fact incredibally deep and spiritual guys going on what I've got. Check it out:

As dawn melted my heart
I opened up my eyes
Red roses from above
Were planted inside of me
And when the never fading love
Was established in my heart
My traveling days began

I walked beside the constantly flowing
Spring of clear water
Always ready to slaked my thirst
And give me peace and strength
I ran towards the fields
Inviting me to let my tiered soul rest
How sweet they were
Those pastures of green

A smell of life filled the air
And the sun gave constant energy
To my once dead spirit
The magnificence of this paradise
Told a wonderful tale about a creation
Taking place since times immemorial
I could hear the tranquil whisper:
"Come closer to me, beloved one"
The Spirit's voiced touched
My ears with love and care

I continued the path
And stepped inside the forest
Still hearing the whisper:
"Come closer to me..."
But suddenly the beautiful trees
And days light turned
Into a landscape of thorn and fog

Soon I was lost in an unknown wilderness
And there was no end to my fright
Tears ran down my mourned face
And the pain showed no mercy
There I was, a helpless and frightened child
At last I fell down on my knees in prayer
While feeling the despair
Coming closer and closer
"Father, help me out of here", I screamed
But no answer was heard
"See my pain..." no one there
I became a lonely prisoner
Bound by chains of doubt
Nowhere could I find the meaning
Of things happening to me
At day I stood screaming, crying and praying
And at night I lay shaking in terrible helplessness

Finally, all my power was gone
And I nearly gave up it all
With my last strength I lifted
My face towards heaven and cried it out:
"Father, Thy will be done, and not mine"
Then I felt in a total less of power
Awaiting the arrival of another frozen night

If you check out the lyrics from that whole album it tells a story. That song was called the pilgrimage but if you read the lyrics for Path of pain you get the end of the 'story'.
I really suggest you check it out. and BTW; don't get ideas for playing the songs in the meeting, I don't think there's too many people who would like it. I mean, they hardly play music like we do.

So today is Sheffield, had a friend from school decide to come so she stayed over. Decided I wanted to straighten my hair; didn't look any different. A little bit frizzier/frizzyer/frizeir (however it's spelt, I'm sure you know what I mean)
Theres a pack of sweets on the table by me, so tempting, but I won't take them. :'( I want sweets now. Woo hi im her (ever so slightly insane) friend !:P. Sorry for that; she's on a sugar rush or caffine or whatever it is, so any red writing is lil' Kat (Blonde for anyone whose met both the Kat's). And so you know, she isn't insane she lost her mind. When I was born (I've never been normal).

Anywho; my challenge to be nice to the American is not working. She stopped saying things but now she just throws me looks. I think she stopped because she surrounded herself with my friends that would kill her if she said anything they know I would object to. It's great having these people as friends, just as crazy as me, if not more so.

Anyway, I just added one of my friends from Malvern to my friendslist on Myspace; I've known this girl since primary school. We've grown really apart though; whilst she's into Pussycat dolls and all that lot, I'm in to Christian metal like Mortification and my silent wake. We used to be so a like. It's amazing what a few years does to your social status and sub-culture.
When I left Malvern, I was the less popular nd hugely mainstreamed. She was slightly alternative and way more popular. But now I'm the one whose mainstream, Now the roles have reversed. Not quite. We're about as popular as the other.

Yeah so a lot has happened in a few days. I have to go now coz I'm not sure when transport is leaving. bye bye (mwah)

It's Saturday and I did an unheard thing today;
...I slept in after 8:30.
People who know me, know it's not normal for me to sleep much beyond that time.
Anyway; school work, coursework, cell group etc.

Cell group?
Yeah, I've started a young sisters cell group. So far we've got Ilesha, Alysha, Lisa and Naomi.

Anyway, went to JA youth last night; it was actually interesting for once. Theme was 'horizontal, vertical'...the main hall was split into 10 zones in the shape of a cross. I had lan and 2 other people in my group, plus some random guy led our group; I think his name was Rob.

In zone 10, which was about obidience, we had to set ourselves disciplines, mine was to be nice to Americans, which is going to be diffiult. Here's my track record with americans:
First American I met-never spoke to me.
Second American I met-Argues with me all the time
Third American-Is convinced I'm a witch and I'll put a spell on her
Fourth, Fifth and Sixth American-Argues with me all the time.

So that's my track record; not too good. Strange thing is, Americans are the only people that I argue with all the time. What's up with that? I dunno.

There was a different zone about 'the secret place' where you go to met with God. We hid under boxes with headphones on. T'was fun, and I got a bit of reassurance from it as well. I had been feeling that I was losing the sprak with God and I was a little desperate (It spread from Bobbie and Ilee, I swear it did), anyway, I swear I heard him, Well, I heard something; a voice and it said;...'"I love you and will never leave you"'...so all happy now. :)

Was looking at random pictures on the internet and I came across a picture, and I found it so amazing. I'm just in love with mountains at the moment. Their so big and we're so small, then theres things even smaller than us, it's amazing the range of sizes God's made. I put it on just so you can see what I'm on about.